20 October 2010

Ive been so busy lately,i barely have time to blog. On this day mentioned above i witnessed my neice's 5th birthday. As she sat opening her gifts all i could think about was the day she was born and her growth over the pass 5 years. Not a day goes by without her doing or saying something to catch your attention. Its true what the say children are a gift from god and we should cherish every moment we have with them. Leah you are one special little girl,you bring much joy to everyone in your life. I pray that god will be by your side and guide you all the days of your life. Happy birthday kiddo. We love you xxxx

Ricardo Martin

Growing older and smarter

The day you were born was one of the biggest moments, one of the biggest shocks and one of the best moments i could have ever experienced in my life at the age of 17. I didnt wanna look at you the day you were born cause i knew the minute i would do that would be the minute i would never take my eyes off of you. My little nephew, my heart, my soul, my definition, my world. That is who you are to me from the first day you were born. I smiled and i cried and i was happy all in one rush of feeling.

I look at you now and ask myself how is it possible that you have grown up so fast and so handsomely, it amazes me yet even though you turned 8years old yesterday you still tell everyone "I am Cindy's baby". Yes you are just that, the bond we have can and never will be broken cause not only are you my nephew but you are a scorpio just like me and you are one special little boy. I would go to the end of the earth to find whatever it is you want. Yesterday when you got your birthday present from me your face lit up ten times more then it did last year when it was your birthday.

That was purely greatfullness you showed toward me. happy birthday Ricardo may you grow from strength to strength. May god bless you and keep you being one of his angels. He knew what he created when he created you. You are the one person that made a strong bond between a family that needed to change their mindset, ways and thoughts on how life and family is. You brought us closer together then what we were before you were born. you brought us joy and happiness and you are the only little boy in the house.

We all love you and You will always be special to me my baby MWAH

05 November 2008

Leah Jessica Martin

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEAH



Yesterday was my 2yo neice's birthday, she is now obviously 3yo. I looked at her yesterday and thought what a blessing she is to me and my family. In the beginning when we first found out that my sister was pregnant with her, i didnt really like the idea of having another child in the house. as this would have been her second child. Yes that was a stupid and childish thought of me lol but yeah thats how some people are when they are at a certain age in their lives and because i am extremely attached to my 7yo nephew her brother i was just that way at the time.


Anyways, Leah as naughty as you are. You are full of life and you have the zest and motivation to do what you want. You always remind me what it is like to fall and then to get up and dust yourself off and do it again. its funny how or greatest teachers are children at the ages of 1-10yrs old. Why i say so is cause they define the word daring and willingness to do and get what they want in love.



So happy birthday Leah, i hope you enjoyed your day yesterday cause you had everyone you loved most around you. I hope you grow into something even more prettier and beautiful then what you already are. MWAH LOVE YOU!!!




20 October 2005

Another Year Gone

Today is my birthday and i feel some what happy and some what down. Yet at the end of the day as down as i feel i look at the past year of my life as a learning year as i do every year. I was thinking of how much of a dull and boring day i would have today cause usually i am one of those people who tend to make a big thing about everyone elses birthday and never get the same in return but this year id say is pretty much different.

receiving calls, messages, emails etc from people i havent spoken to in months is what made my day so far a good one. this morning before leaving for work i went down on my knees and thanked god from bringing me thus far and asked him for guidance and protection as i continue to live my life and i think because i did that i look at today as unforgettable. the people i least expected to care showed that they actually do care.

To Myself i would like to give these few words:

A BIRTHDAY OPENS THE PATH TO ANOTHER YEAR!

Walk in the direction of the blue sky, not the grey, Choose the bright road where Sunshine brightens your way. Wishing you a wonderful Birthday, that takes you further along the paths of all your hearts desires and dreams

Well to everyone who has made my day so far a good and enjoyable one (even though it is raining over here) Thank you for being part of this day, thank you for being part of my life and thank you for being you and that is something special.

His Growing up

Its great to be around for it!!!!!!!!

Recently my nephew turned 6yrs old and i looked at him on his birthday and thought to myself "look how much his grown"......

He holds a special place in my heart not just because his my nephew and not just because we share the same star sign but because he is who he is. I think about the day he was born, nobody even knew that my sister was pregnant until that day. I for one was six years younger and taken by the shock wanted nothing to do with him.

But as time went on i grew closer to him as he grew closer to me. He grew to a point where he started calling me mommy and still sometimes does "only when i dont make him mad at me, lol". Sometimes i can be quite mean with him cause at the end of the day my parents tell me that his exactly the way i use to be and by that you can make out that we clash alot. When you look at it though no matter what amount of clashing and fighting the two of us go through, when he cries i cry, when he smiles i smile, when his mad im mad and all of that is because his my lil man!!!!!

Happy Birthday lil man and know that no matter where or when or what the situation is, i will always be there for you!!!!

Love you