Lost

Have you ever had a moment in your life when you feel so lost yet you knew something would happen for you to get this feeling? One things for sure it is one weird feeling that i really dont like and it tends to happen to me alot. I think i should ask the question, what can i do to prevent this feeling? For now all i can do is ride it out and see where it takes me. Phhheeeewwww few minutes ago i realised that i have been dismissed from someone's life AGAIN. Now i have that lost feeling again, cause i really didnt know it would happen. But i think i know why yet im not going to assume and jump to all sorts of weird reasons. ill just leave it be and hope for the best, whatever the best really is in this instant.

Kinda makes me think if who i am and how i am is really good for me or is it just the people in my life. One thing i know for sure is that whats best for me right now is just to over look all the negitivity happening around me right now and just move along with what makes me happy. Which is really the simple things in life, listening to music, watching movies and playing games. Maybe that would distract me from current happenings.

As for the person who recently took the step of removing me from their life. Well if there is anything i did wrong to deserve this then fair enough deleting me was the right thing to do. It would then be understandable as to why removing me was the best option for you. If there is another reason for why this has happen then i guess lol there is nothing i can do but to understand why it was done. Just know that i was always honest with you in everything i said and everything i felt. So i am sorry if i had done you wrong!!